Date: 5/28/15 ("Hammock")

At times I feel like I am in the clouds
screaming my name out loud
but no one seems to hear
I will always be right here
not gonna move

Physically, I am always present
but my soul is always absent
can't seem to figure out when I should come down
beyond the clouds is something never shown

Dreaming of laying on a hammock
on an island without any mock
right by my side would be a beautiful rock
this is the place were ideas aren't blocked
being able to think cleary
isn't at all any weary

Can't live to everyone's expectations
I know my limitations
I have my relations

People would cheat you
and they would beat you
the only answer to your problem, is you

Laying on a hammock won't solve your problems
no reason to blame them
there is a solution to everything
up to you to start thinking

At the end of a hard day
there will always be a hammock to lay
do you really care what they say
how will I ever stay

Up in the clouds is a beautiful place
but how are you going to play your ace
one way to earn your grace
is to win the race
not everyone will pick up the pace
it's up to you to play nice

Physically,  I am always present
but my soul is always absent
can't seem to figure out when I should come down
beyond the clouds is something never shown

Can't live to everyone's expectations
I know my limitations
I have my relations

Not being able to be the lead
is worse than having a coconut hitting the side of my head
no idea whats in store but it will be great

Can't live to everyone's expectations
I know my limitations
I have my relations

Physically,  I am always present
but my soul is always absent
can't seem to figure out when I should come down
beyond the clouds is something never shown

As they all say
a candle light can turn into a huge flame
you know this is a huge game
but you have the tools to slay

Just wanna lay, lay, lay
and let the gray, gray, gray
clouds go away, away, away

People will cheat you
and they will beat you
the only answer to your problem, is you
don't you wanna stay

Date: 5/26/14 (Song Under Construction)

At the age thirteen
is where it could all be seen
didn't know where I've been
it was creeping under my skin
the story unfolds and begins

Didn't know what I wanted
didn't know who I've become
pretended I was safe at home

Date: 5/22/15 ("Motivation")

One is able to reach many heights
but what holds us down is our frights
we all have our own rights
but with all our might
we can actually start to take flight

Don't like it when people say I can't
those fools don't know whats coming at them
wish they could can it
but then again were would I get my motivation then

Motivation is what makes the brain move
we always have something under our sleeve
it is in our own ability if we can reveal
who says dreams can't be real

Motivation is what gives us the power
the power to achieve greater
there will never be such a thing as later
what we got is now
motivation is something you can show

I am smart and determined
not gonna stop till the race ends
you are smart and determined
you will not stop till the race ends

People will deprive you
what are you gonna do
never let that happen

Motivation is what makes the brain move
we always have something under our sleeve
it is in our own ability if we can reveal
who says dreams can't be real

Motivation is what gives us the power
the power to achieve greater
there will never be such a thing as later
what we got is now
motivation is something you can show

Not gonna cheat the race
I know my place
just gotta go on my own pace
no need to rush and advance
this is my one and only chance

Motivation is what makes the brain move
we always have something under our sleeve
it is in our own ability if we can reveal
who says dreams can't be real

Motivation is what gives us the power
the power to achieve greater
there will never be such a thing as later
what we got is now
motivation is something you can show

Smart and determined
don't stop till the race ends

Date: 5/21/15 ("I Knew You Were Trouble"- Taylor Swift)

Once upon time
A few mistakes ago
I was in your sights
You got me alone
You found me
You found me
You found me

I guess you didn't care
And I guess I liked that
And when I fell hard
You took a step back
Without me, without me, without me

And he's long gone
When he's next to me
And I realize the blame is on me

'Cause I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
So you put me down oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

No apologies
He'll never see you cry
Pretend he doesn't know
That he's the reason why
You're drowning, you're drowning, you're drowning

And I heard you moved on
From whispers on the street
A new notch in your belt
Is all I'll ever be
And now I see, now I see, now I see
He was long gone
When he met me
And I realize the joke is on me

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
So you put me down oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

When your saddest fear comes creeping in
That you never loved me or her or anyone or anything
Yeah

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
So you put me down oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
Trouble, trouble, trouble
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
Trouble, trouble, trouble

Date: 5/19/15 (No Name - Not Done)

I always thought of you as a friend
never realized what you can lead
when we started talking, it never ended
was there any way we could be seperated

You were so unlikable
almost undateable
never thought I'd end up with a jerk
but you had your perks

you were the class clown
you were never looked down
never ever saw you frown

Date: 5/14/15 ("Cold Hearted, Bad Blooded")

At first you seemed okay
beginning of a new day
who knew what your past hide
I knew I wasn't going to let it slide
but I gave it a try

On the outside you looked warm and fuzzy
on the inside I knew you were crazy
guess it was my luck to be so lazy
everyone says to trust your gut
but my gut wouldn't stay put

You got into my head
your poison flowing through my viens

Cold Hearted, Bad Blooded
yeah that is what you are
no reason to think we could go far
you were always so manuplative
I didn't want you to live
dreamed of putting you under the bus
my head was just in a huge fuss

You would always find a way to annoy us
our friendship would never surface
to think you could become nice
was like a one time chance
that would never exist
you were always on my death list

You got into my head
your poison flowing through my viens

Cold Hearted, Bad Blooded
yeah that is what you are
no reason to think we could go far
you were always so manuplative
I didn't want you to live
dreamed of putting you under the bus
my head was just in a huge fuss

What was your purpose in life
you always knew how to work the knife
deeper, deeper, and deeper
but slowly, slowly, very slowly
was not fair what you did to my family
was not fair what you did to me
we tried to flee
but it was never easy

When the day finally came
I knew this was a huge game
I was the winner, you were the loser
don't you dare get any closer

You got into my head
your poison flowing through my viens

Cold Hearted, Bad Blooded
yeah that is what you are
no reason to think we could go far
you were always so manuplative
I didn't want you to live
dreamed of putting you under the bus
my head was just in a huge fuss

At first I felt liberated
but you were always in my head

Date: 5/12/15 (Sneek Peek into "Motivation")

I am smart and determined
not gonna stop till the race ends
you are smart and determined
you are not gonna stop till the race ends