Date: 5/28/15 ("Hammock")

At times I feel like I am in the clouds
screaming my name out loud
but no one seems to hear
I will always be right here
not gonna move

Physically, I am always present
but my soul is always absent
can't seem to figure out when I should come down
beyond the clouds is something never shown

Dreaming of laying on a hammock
on an island without any mock
right by my side would be a beautiful rock
this is the place were ideas aren't blocked
being able to think cleary
isn't at all any weary

Can't live to everyone's expectations
I know my limitations
I have my relations

People would cheat you
and they would beat you
the only answer to your problem, is you

Laying on a hammock won't solve your problems
no reason to blame them
there is a solution to everything
up to you to start thinking

At the end of a hard day
there will always be a hammock to lay
do you really care what they say
how will I ever stay

Up in the clouds is a beautiful place
but how are you going to play your ace
one way to earn your grace
is to win the race
not everyone will pick up the pace
it's up to you to play nice

Physically,  I am always present
but my soul is always absent
can't seem to figure out when I should come down
beyond the clouds is something never shown

Can't live to everyone's expectations
I know my limitations
I have my relations

Not being able to be the lead
is worse than having a coconut hitting the side of my head
no idea whats in store but it will be great

Can't live to everyone's expectations
I know my limitations
I have my relations

Physically,  I am always present
but my soul is always absent
can't seem to figure out when I should come down
beyond the clouds is something never shown

As they all say
a candle light can turn into a huge flame
you know this is a huge game
but you have the tools to slay

Just wanna lay, lay, lay
and let the gray, gray, gray
clouds go away, away, away

People will cheat you
and they will beat you
the only answer to your problem, is you
don't you wanna stay

Date: 5/26/14 (Song Under Construction)

At the age thirteen
is where it could all be seen
didn't know where I've been
it was creeping under my skin
the story unfolds and begins

Didn't know what I wanted
didn't know who I've become
pretended I was safe at home

Date: 5/22/15 ("Motivation")

One is able to reach many heights
but what holds us down is our frights
we all have our own rights
but with all our might
we can actually start to take flight

Don't like it when people say I can't
those fools don't know whats coming at them
wish they could can it
but then again were would I get my motivation then

Motivation is what makes the brain move
we always have something under our sleeve
it is in our own ability if we can reveal
who says dreams can't be real

Motivation is what gives us the power
the power to achieve greater
there will never be such a thing as later
what we got is now
motivation is something you can show

I am smart and determined
not gonna stop till the race ends
you are smart and determined
you will not stop till the race ends

People will deprive you
what are you gonna do
never let that happen

Motivation is what makes the brain move
we always have something under our sleeve
it is in our own ability if we can reveal
who says dreams can't be real

Motivation is what gives us the power
the power to achieve greater
there will never be such a thing as later
what we got is now
motivation is something you can show

Not gonna cheat the race
I know my place
just gotta go on my own pace
no need to rush and advance
this is my one and only chance

Motivation is what makes the brain move
we always have something under our sleeve
it is in our own ability if we can reveal
who says dreams can't be real

Motivation is what gives us the power
the power to achieve greater
there will never be such a thing as later
what we got is now
motivation is something you can show

Smart and determined
don't stop till the race ends

Date: 5/21/15 ("I Knew You Were Trouble"- Taylor Swift)

Once upon time
A few mistakes ago
I was in your sights
You got me alone
You found me
You found me
You found me

I guess you didn't care
And I guess I liked that
And when I fell hard
You took a step back
Without me, without me, without me

And he's long gone
When he's next to me
And I realize the blame is on me

'Cause I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
So you put me down oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

No apologies
He'll never see you cry
Pretend he doesn't know
That he's the reason why
You're drowning, you're drowning, you're drowning

And I heard you moved on
From whispers on the street
A new notch in your belt
Is all I'll ever be
And now I see, now I see, now I see
He was long gone
When he met me
And I realize the joke is on me

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
So you put me down oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

When your saddest fear comes creeping in
That you never loved me or her or anyone or anything
Yeah

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
So you put me down oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
Trouble, trouble, trouble
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
Trouble, trouble, trouble

Date: 5/19/15 (No Name - Not Done)

I always thought of you as a friend
never realized what you can lead
when we started talking, it never ended
was there any way we could be seperated

You were so unlikable
almost undateable
never thought I'd end up with a jerk
but you had your perks

you were the class clown
you were never looked down
never ever saw you frown

Date: 5/14/15 ("Cold Hearted, Bad Blooded")

At first you seemed okay
beginning of a new day
who knew what your past hide
I knew I wasn't going to let it slide
but I gave it a try

On the outside you looked warm and fuzzy
on the inside I knew you were crazy
guess it was my luck to be so lazy
everyone says to trust your gut
but my gut wouldn't stay put

You got into my head
your poison flowing through my viens

Cold Hearted, Bad Blooded
yeah that is what you are
no reason to think we could go far
you were always so manuplative
I didn't want you to live
dreamed of putting you under the bus
my head was just in a huge fuss

You would always find a way to annoy us
our friendship would never surface
to think you could become nice
was like a one time chance
that would never exist
you were always on my death list

You got into my head
your poison flowing through my viens

Cold Hearted, Bad Blooded
yeah that is what you are
no reason to think we could go far
you were always so manuplative
I didn't want you to live
dreamed of putting you under the bus
my head was just in a huge fuss

What was your purpose in life
you always knew how to work the knife
deeper, deeper, and deeper
but slowly, slowly, very slowly
was not fair what you did to my family
was not fair what you did to me
we tried to flee
but it was never easy

When the day finally came
I knew this was a huge game
I was the winner, you were the loser
don't you dare get any closer

You got into my head
your poison flowing through my viens

Cold Hearted, Bad Blooded
yeah that is what you are
no reason to think we could go far
you were always so manuplative
I didn't want you to live
dreamed of putting you under the bus
my head was just in a huge fuss

At first I felt liberated
but you were always in my head

Date: 5/12/15 (Sneek Peek into "Motivation")

I am smart and determined
not gonna stop till the race ends
you are smart and determined
you are not gonna stop till the race ends

Date: 5/11/15 ("Beginning To Life")

No one knows how hard it is until they try it
once you begin
you never know where the finish line ends
can things ever get any simpler

Time is indefinite
some things you can't ignite
the world never stops spinning
that is what I call the beginning
beginning to life

When you think your world is coming to and end
just look for a friend
a friend whose mind is pure
someone you can refer

No place like home
running won't do you any good
fight like someone who would
would believe in you
no way to explain but this is the
beginning to life

There is no second chance
today might be your last day
try your very best to advance
that is what everyone is saying

It may seem like an elephant is stomping on you
but tomorrow is always something new
don't let yourself get worn out
you know you always have a shout

Time is indefinite
some things you can't ignite
the world never stops spinning
that is what I call the beginning
beginning to life

Life can bring tradegies
but it is you choice to create them into butterflies,
or bees
no place like home
running won't do you any good

There is a light at the end of the tunnel
a rainbow after a hurricane
a shooting star to help you in your game

Date: 5/7/15 ("Beginning to Life" Awesome or What?)

                          After finishing "Unlawful" I started to work on a different song called "Beginning to Life" and this song's theme is self-empowerment and my experiences I had when I was in my dark ages. I used to hate everything about everyone, I only loved myself and didn't appreciate others imperfection. I wanted everyone to be perfect and now that I realize perfect is to hard to accomplish and boring, I know everybody is unique. I will post the song, maybe tomorrow.

Date: 5/6/15 ("Unlawful")

Brown floor, blue door
Mysteries, who are they for?
One step is all it took
I was already on the hook

Your eyes is what I needed
to know I wasn't dead
no idea how I reacted
I knew it was unlawful

You were the one teaching
and I was the one listening
I knew our love was unlawful
but like a drug I couldn't get enough
I knew it had to stop
no one I could trust

I did all I could
your love was like a rose
it stinged every time I touched

Had no idea what to do
it was more contagious than the flu
I knew you were warm
had no idea how to conform

You were the one teaching
and I was the one listening
I knew our love was unlawful
but like a drug I couldn't get enough
I knew it had to stop
no one I could trust

Out of everyone, it was you
what was I supposed to do
I thought you were the friend
but you ended up being the enemy

My heart was in the right place
until you came and misplaced it
I was the perfect person
now learned my lesson

You were the one teaching
and I was the one listening
I knew our love was unlawful
but like a drug I couldn't get enough
I knew it had to stop
no one I could trust

I was the perfect person
now learned my lesson
how will I ever be the same?

Date: 5/4/15 (Sneek Peek into "Unlawful")

Your love was like a rose
It stinged every time I touched

Date: 5/1/15 ("Unlawful" is in the works)

                             I recently started creating a song called "Unlawful" and the story behind "Unlawful" is really personal. I myself want to write this song because I want to express this feeling I have and the best way to do this is through a song. In the future I don't see myself selling the song I would like to keep it and record it myself. When I am done with the song I will think about posting it on my blog.