Date: 5/28/15 ("Hammock")

At times I feel like I am in the clouds
screaming my name out loud
but no one seems to hear
I will always be right here
not gonna move

Physically, I am always present
but my soul is always absent
can't seem to figure out when I should come down
beyond the clouds is something never shown

Dreaming of laying on a hammock
on an island without any mock
right by my side would be a beautiful rock
this is the place were ideas aren't blocked
being able to think cleary
isn't at all any weary

Can't live to everyone's expectations
I know my limitations
I have my relations

People would cheat you
and they would beat you
the only answer to your problem, is you

Laying on a hammock won't solve your problems
no reason to blame them
there is a solution to everything
up to you to start thinking

At the end of a hard day
there will always be a hammock to lay
do you really care what they say
how will I ever stay

Up in the clouds is a beautiful place
but how are you going to play your ace
one way to earn your grace
is to win the race
not everyone will pick up the pace
it's up to you to play nice

Physically,  I am always present
but my soul is always absent
can't seem to figure out when I should come down
beyond the clouds is something never shown

Can't live to everyone's expectations
I know my limitations
I have my relations

Not being able to be the lead
is worse than having a coconut hitting the side of my head
no idea whats in store but it will be great

Can't live to everyone's expectations
I know my limitations
I have my relations

Physically,  I am always present
but my soul is always absent
can't seem to figure out when I should come down
beyond the clouds is something never shown

As they all say
a candle light can turn into a huge flame
you know this is a huge game
but you have the tools to slay

Just wanna lay, lay, lay
and let the gray, gray, gray
clouds go away, away, away

People will cheat you
and they will beat you
the only answer to your problem, is you
don't you wanna stay

Date: 5/26/14 (Song Under Construction)

At the age thirteen
is where it could all be seen
didn't know where I've been
it was creeping under my skin
the story unfolds and begins

Didn't know what I wanted
didn't know who I've become
pretended I was safe at home

Date: 5/22/15 ("Motivation")

One is able to reach many heights
but what holds us down is our frights
we all have our own rights
but with all our might
we can actually start to take flight

Don't like it when people say I can't
those fools don't know whats coming at them
wish they could can it
but then again were would I get my motivation then

Motivation is what makes the brain move
we always have something under our sleeve
it is in our own ability if we can reveal
who says dreams can't be real

Motivation is what gives us the power
the power to achieve greater
there will never be such a thing as later
what we got is now
motivation is something you can show

I am smart and determined
not gonna stop till the race ends
you are smart and determined
you will not stop till the race ends

People will deprive you
what are you gonna do
never let that happen

Motivation is what makes the brain move
we always have something under our sleeve
it is in our own ability if we can reveal
who says dreams can't be real

Motivation is what gives us the power
the power to achieve greater
there will never be such a thing as later
what we got is now
motivation is something you can show

Not gonna cheat the race
I know my place
just gotta go on my own pace
no need to rush and advance
this is my one and only chance

Motivation is what makes the brain move
we always have something under our sleeve
it is in our own ability if we can reveal
who says dreams can't be real

Motivation is what gives us the power
the power to achieve greater
there will never be such a thing as later
what we got is now
motivation is something you can show

Smart and determined
don't stop till the race ends

Date: 5/21/15 ("I Knew You Were Trouble"- Taylor Swift)

Once upon time
A few mistakes ago
I was in your sights
You got me alone
You found me
You found me
You found me

I guess you didn't care
And I guess I liked that
And when I fell hard
You took a step back
Without me, without me, without me

And he's long gone
When he's next to me
And I realize the blame is on me

'Cause I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
So you put me down oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

No apologies
He'll never see you cry
Pretend he doesn't know
That he's the reason why
You're drowning, you're drowning, you're drowning

And I heard you moved on
From whispers on the street
A new notch in your belt
Is all I'll ever be
And now I see, now I see, now I see
He was long gone
When he met me
And I realize the joke is on me

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
So you put me down oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

When your saddest fear comes creeping in
That you never loved me or her or anyone or anything
Yeah

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
So you put me down oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
Trouble, trouble, trouble
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
Trouble, trouble, trouble

Date: 5/19/15 (No Name - Not Done)

I always thought of you as a friend
never realized what you can lead
when we started talking, it never ended
was there any way we could be seperated

You were so unlikable
almost undateable
never thought I'd end up with a jerk
but you had your perks

you were the class clown
you were never looked down
never ever saw you frown

Date: 5/14/15 ("Cold Hearted, Bad Blooded")

At first you seemed okay
beginning of a new day
who knew what your past hide
I knew I wasn't going to let it slide
but I gave it a try

On the outside you looked warm and fuzzy
on the inside I knew you were crazy
guess it was my luck to be so lazy
everyone says to trust your gut
but my gut wouldn't stay put

You got into my head
your poison flowing through my viens

Cold Hearted, Bad Blooded
yeah that is what you are
no reason to think we could go far
you were always so manuplative
I didn't want you to live
dreamed of putting you under the bus
my head was just in a huge fuss

You would always find a way to annoy us
our friendship would never surface
to think you could become nice
was like a one time chance
that would never exist
you were always on my death list

You got into my head
your poison flowing through my viens

Cold Hearted, Bad Blooded
yeah that is what you are
no reason to think we could go far
you were always so manuplative
I didn't want you to live
dreamed of putting you under the bus
my head was just in a huge fuss

What was your purpose in life
you always knew how to work the knife
deeper, deeper, and deeper
but slowly, slowly, very slowly
was not fair what you did to my family
was not fair what you did to me
we tried to flee
but it was never easy

When the day finally came
I knew this was a huge game
I was the winner, you were the loser
don't you dare get any closer

You got into my head
your poison flowing through my viens

Cold Hearted, Bad Blooded
yeah that is what you are
no reason to think we could go far
you were always so manuplative
I didn't want you to live
dreamed of putting you under the bus
my head was just in a huge fuss

At first I felt liberated
but you were always in my head

Date: 5/12/15 (Sneek Peek into "Motivation")

I am smart and determined
not gonna stop till the race ends
you are smart and determined
you are not gonna stop till the race ends

Date: 5/11/15 ("Beginning To Life")

No one knows how hard it is until they try it
once you begin
you never know where the finish line ends
can things ever get any simpler

Time is indefinite
some things you can't ignite
the world never stops spinning
that is what I call the beginning
beginning to life

When you think your world is coming to and end
just look for a friend
a friend whose mind is pure
someone you can refer

No place like home
running won't do you any good
fight like someone who would
would believe in you
no way to explain but this is the
beginning to life

There is no second chance
today might be your last day
try your very best to advance
that is what everyone is saying

It may seem like an elephant is stomping on you
but tomorrow is always something new
don't let yourself get worn out
you know you always have a shout

Time is indefinite
some things you can't ignite
the world never stops spinning
that is what I call the beginning
beginning to life

Life can bring tradegies
but it is you choice to create them into butterflies,
or bees
no place like home
running won't do you any good

There is a light at the end of the tunnel
a rainbow after a hurricane
a shooting star to help you in your game

Date: 5/7/15 ("Beginning to Life" Awesome or What?)

                          After finishing "Unlawful" I started to work on a different song called "Beginning to Life" and this song's theme is self-empowerment and my experiences I had when I was in my dark ages. I used to hate everything about everyone, I only loved myself and didn't appreciate others imperfection. I wanted everyone to be perfect and now that I realize perfect is to hard to accomplish and boring, I know everybody is unique. I will post the song, maybe tomorrow.

Date: 5/6/15 ("Unlawful")

Brown floor, blue door
Mysteries, who are they for?
One step is all it took
I was already on the hook

Your eyes is what I needed
to know I wasn't dead
no idea how I reacted
I knew it was unlawful

You were the one teaching
and I was the one listening
I knew our love was unlawful
but like a drug I couldn't get enough
I knew it had to stop
no one I could trust

I did all I could
your love was like a rose
it stinged every time I touched

Had no idea what to do
it was more contagious than the flu
I knew you were warm
had no idea how to conform

You were the one teaching
and I was the one listening
I knew our love was unlawful
but like a drug I couldn't get enough
I knew it had to stop
no one I could trust

Out of everyone, it was you
what was I supposed to do
I thought you were the friend
but you ended up being the enemy

My heart was in the right place
until you came and misplaced it
I was the perfect person
now learned my lesson

You were the one teaching
and I was the one listening
I knew our love was unlawful
but like a drug I couldn't get enough
I knew it had to stop
no one I could trust

I was the perfect person
now learned my lesson
how will I ever be the same?

Date: 5/4/15 (Sneek Peek into "Unlawful")

Your love was like a rose
It stinged every time I touched

Date: 5/1/15 ("Unlawful" is in the works)

                             I recently started creating a song called "Unlawful" and the story behind "Unlawful" is really personal. I myself want to write this song because I want to express this feeling I have and the best way to do this is through a song. In the future I don't see myself selling the song I would like to keep it and record it myself. When I am done with the song I will think about posting it on my blog.

Date: 4/30/15 ("One Life, One Chance")

When you guard is down, don't be afraid
It will soon be over, the mind will be freed,
heart will be fixed, body would heal, no need

I don't need you, her, him, anyone
I know I will find the one
soon enough it will come
just need to wait

Cause you know that you have that
one life, one chance
all I need is one glance
I want to help you see
see how you can make the most of it
I'll help you see what is fit
don't run, run away from your
one life, one chance

When I walk through the meadow
I see your glow
It's so bright, it's blinding
I can't see

I don't need you, her, him, anyone
I know I will find the one
soon enough it will come
just need to wait

Cause you know that you have that
one life, one chance
all I need is one glance
I want to help you see
see how you can make the most of it
I'll help you see what is fit
don't run, run away from your
one life, one chance

Walking on the sidewalks
covered under its shadow
Tall figure stands by my side
Eyes meet, hearts melt
I think I found the one

Date: 4/29/15 ("One Life, One Chance" is DONE!)

                            One life, One chance is officially done and I am proud of what I accomplished, it took me about 5 days to complete this song. A lot of work went into the song and I don't have a copy of the song with me so I can't post it. In my opinion, I did really good and I can see it turn into a hit.

Date: 4/28/15 ("One Life, One Chance"- Verse 1 through Chorus)

When you guard is down, don't be afraid
it will soon be over, the mind will be freed
heart will be fixed, body would heal, no need

I don't need you, her, him, anyone
I know I will find the one
soon enough it will come
just need to wait

Cause you know that you only have that one life, one chance
so why don't you dance, dance, dance
I want to help you see
see how you can make the most of it
I'll help you see what is fit
don't run, run away from your one life, one chance

Date: 4/27/15 ("One Life, One Chance"- Chorus Only)

Cause you know that you only have that one life, one chance
so why don't you dance, dance, dance with me
I want to help you see
see how you can make the most of it
I'll help you see what is fit
don't run, run away from your one life, one chance

Date: 4/24/15 ("In a Dark Place")

In a dark place
I came to know
how life can be so scarce
I don't want it to end

Somewhere, somehow there will be light
you will find it with all your might
don't let others say no

I know it can be hard
good people will guide
bad people would destroy

In a dark place
there will be light

Some will find it fast
others might last
don't care about what others say
I know my way

In a dark place
I came to know
how life can be so scarce
I don't want it to end

In a dark place
there will be light

Date: 4/23/15 ("Invincible" - Kelly Clarkson)

You know I was broke down, I had hit the ground
I was crying out, I couldn't make no sound
No one hears the silent tears collecting
You know I had lost hope, I was all alone
Never been so long till you came along
Teacher, I feel the dots connecting

Beat down on me, beat down like a waterfall
'Cause I can take on so much more than I had ever dreamed
So beat down on me, beat down like a waterfall
'Cause baby, I am ready to be free

Now I am invincible
No, I ain't a scared little girl no more
Yeah, I am invincible
What was I running for
I was hiding from the world
I was so afraid, I felt so unsure
Now I am invincible another perfect storm

Now I am a warrior, a shooting star
I know I got this far, had a broken heart
No one hears the silent tears collecting
'Cause it's being weak, but strong in the truth I found
I have courage now, gonna shout it out
Teacher, I feel the dots connecting

Beat down on me, beat down like a waterfall
'Cause I can take on so much more than I had ever dreamed
So beat down on me, beat down like a waterfall
'Cause baby, I am ready to be free

Now I am invincible
No, I ain't a scared little girl no more
Yeah, I am invincible
What was I running for
I was hiding from the world
I was so afraid, I felt so unsure
Now I am invincible another perfect storm

I was running from an empty threat
Of emptiness
I was running from an empty threat
That didn't exist
I was running from an empty threat
Of abandonment
I was running from an empty threat
That didn't exist

But now I am invincible
No, I ain't a scared little girl no more
Yeah, I am invincible
What was I running for
I was hiding from the world
I was so afraid, I felt so unsure
Now I am invincible another perfect storm

Now I am invincible
No, I ain't a scared little girl no more
Yeah, I am invincible
What was I running for (What was I running for)
I was hiding from the world
I was so afraid, I felt so unsure (I was so unsure)
Now I am invincible another perfect storm

Date: 4/22/15 ("Brain Dead")

Don't think about it
Walk, Walk away like there is no time to escape
Don't stress about it
Fly, fly, fly away to the blue
There is no time
Don't hear the chime

Make the best of every thing
Don't let your brain be dead
Make it ring
So that it would beat

I don't want to hear,
hear what other people have to say
I want this to be my day
let it last
Come on lets have a blast

Lets get lost
and never be found

Date: 4/17/15 (Friday is Fun)

                             I love Friday because today is the day I can relax and go out without worrying to finish homework for the next school day.

Date: 4/16/15 (Exhausted)

                               I am what they call it exhausted because I have to review for AP Exams, SAT, and homework. I do this every single night and I am tired, my brain has lost all its fuel and is now not powering functionally. Sometimes I forget how to spell certain words and it is starting to worry me.

Date: 4/15/15 (AP Calc BC or AP Stats?)

                        AP Calc BC or AP Stats?
                           -This is the question that keeps revolving around my mind. I don't want to go to AP Calc BC because I am barely surviving AP Calc AB but it would look really good in my college applications. I don't know what the hell to do!

Date: 4/14/15 (Natural Instinct: Judging)

                        Don't deny it because we all know everybody does this, some do it quieter than others. This is a natural aspects as humans because we don't like what we see and we try our very best to change it. I believe everyone has a voice in society and they can do as they please, unless it goes against the law. People have the right to question what is right and what is wrong.

Date: 4/13/15 (Natural Instincts)

                              We all know that each and everyone of us have natural instincts, some that you do know and some that you do not.

Date: 4/10/15 (Mantra)

                          Mantras are very good for you to relax and I believe everybody should have a manta. Mine is "Omm".

Date: 4/9/15 (Rosewood)

                                      I am in love with Rosewood because this herb is like a superhero to me. The effects this herb has on me is nothing like I have seen before. The herb is supposed to be an antidepressant and stimulate the brain in some strange way. I recommend everybody buy a bottle of rosewood herb extract, it might be expensive but it is totally worth it.

Date: 4/8/15 (Meditation)

                                   Have you ever tried meditating? Have you been successful at accomplishing this? Well I haven't and I try really really hard to be successful at this. I hear so many testimonies on how meditation helps you find your peace and inner mind, become in sync with your mind and body. Trust me I try and try but I get failure and I will try to finally meditate because it isn't easy. Once you mastered meditating you will finally become "HAPPY" which is an amazing experience especially if you are stressed out.

Date: 4/7/15 (School for Granted)

                                  Lets face it we all take almost everything for granted because we think we deserve it and it is a basic thing everybody has. NOT quite... I, myself, value education because it is a precious diamond not everybody has. People in third-world countries don't have the ability to be educated and here we are with people wasting their time coming to school and not learning the things they should. Think about the many people who in their dreams wished they will be in your shoes. It upsets me seeing people waste valuable time to learn nothing. DO something for yourself, positively good for you and the society.

Date: 3/27/15 (Summer is Almost Here!)

                                    OH, how I can't wait for the summer because summer in LA is like heaven on Earth. Hot sun all the time, beach, and just strolling at the Pier. I have so many activities to do in the summer and I know they will be fun. LA is an amazing place to be in the Summer.

Date: 3/26/15 (Power and Fame)

                                  Power and Fame can get into people's heads and make their ego a whole lot bigger than it was already.

Date: 3/25/15 (Potential and Effort)

                              My Calculus teacher says everybody has potential but does not want to put the effort. I think it is true but I don't think it is his call to make. I should be able to say that if I put in the effort my potential will finally show. Right now my head is fuzzy and I can't think straight.

Date: 3/24/15 (Bad Blood)

                                   Me, personally, don't have any bad blood with anybody (that I see often per se)  but I have seen people who have extremely bad blood and I hate to see people act like this, we are not in the wild in which we kill anybody we want. In this life we have reason out things with people and if they are not up to reasoning watch them suffer, by themselves, without the help of yourself. Karma will always have your back!

Date: 3/23/15 (Fire Starter)

" I might look all innocent,
      But the ambers are burning inside of me.
            And I'm ready to take that step,"
                  -Demi Lovato

Date: 3/20/15 (LA love)

                                 I am in love with LA because LA is amazing and has a huge selection of places to go but the reasons why people don't like LA is because some people aren't good at looking. LA provides so much fun and I think that is the reasons why many celebrities  live in LA. All people have to do is look because everywhere you go there is something fun to do. Go on a stroll at Hollywood Blvd, go to Rodeo Drive and window shop, go on a Hollywood tour, get a tan at Venice Beach, stroll on the Santa Monica Pier, or go to a concert anywhere in LA especially at the Hollywood Bowl.

Date: 3/19/15 (My Response)

                                Love (in my terms): The feeling two people get when they are apart not together.

Date: 3/18/15 (Unwinding)

                             I just have so much to say but I have no idea how to put it in here. I guess I will have to try then. This world is so hypocritical and especially in the school world because we have to work harder than our limit. I know we have to work hard to get into a great college but us as students we need to rest and sleep. Teachers are supposed to act like robots because they can't have a favorite student and they can't show feelings, they have to be strict. I know people who sleep for two hours because of the amount of homework they have to finish and sometimes they don't even finish all of it. Teachers need to relax a bit on the homework especially the AP's because I know they are supposed to be college level classes and college classes give a lot of homework but in college you have that class two or three times a week we have AP classes Mon-Fri so come on let us relax. Not all students are hardworkers and do the impossible to get somewhere.

Date: 3/17/15 (Needles)

                                   I am really scared of needles because of the way they enter your body is so unsettling, to me. I just don't like needles because they are very freaky.

Date: 3/11/15 (Question Time?)

                                 Define love in your own terms and do not use a dictionary to help you? What does love mean to you? What do people need to do to show love? Money, actually caring about one another, you decide.

Date: 3/10/15 (Rebel Heart)

                            Madonna is very talented and I think that her message can be very helpful to those who need this type of help. I love listening to her music and in fact, I just got her new album Rebel Heart which I think will be a huge success due to her talent.

"Living For Love" -Madonna

Date: 3/9/15 (Inexplicable Feeling?)

                            Right now I have a feeling that I cannot explain and I want to get rid of it because I am starting to feel down than usually. I really want to understand how the body works but I am pretty sure nobody knows how it works, not even yourself. The body is a mystery no one can solve unless you have some mystical power of actually feeling everything inside of you like your brain, heart, etc.

Date: 3/6/15 (Demaing one's ability without knowing what this person can do)

                             Right now I am totally pissed off because I have been called and I quote "Lazy Asses" along with my period one classmates. I know that they agree with what I am saying but I need to express this felling before I blow up. I don't agree that I am a lazy ass, I feel that if someone asks me to do a favor I will do it and I expect the same from the other person.

Date: 3/5/15 (Beach Clean Up)

                        So apparently I am going to do a beach clean up this Saturday to gain some Service Learning Credits and be ready to Graduate! I was looking forward for a free Saturday this week but it looks like I won't be able to until next weekend. The thing that makes me wonder is which beach we are cleaning up. Santa Monica, Venice, Long Beach, or Malibu?

Date: 3/3/25 (Nobu)

                      I really want to go to Nobu because I can imagine the food there being incredibly delicious. Nobu is a chain restaurant but that doesn't mean that it isn't good. I am looking forward to go to Nobu.

Date: 3/25/15 (Ralph Waldo Emerson)

                               Most people, including me, are following other people's path and I find that horrible. People should able to make their own trail and not follow in other people's step. In my case, I want to go to the same college as many famous actors/actresses but I shouldn't I should go to a college that I feel right in. I should be able to climb up the stairs of fame by myself without the help of some college famous people go to.
                     
                 "Don't follow the path, make your own trail"-Ralph Waldo Emerson

Date: 2/27/15 (In Another World)

                               Right now I am in another world and I don't want to ruin that so I am not going to write much today.

Date: 2/26/15 (My Response)

                         A couple days ago I posted a question and now it is time for me to answer my question. So my question was if you had a chance to go to NYC or LA where would you go? My answer is unsure because first of all I haven't gone to NYC and I haven't seen so much of LA as it provides. I like big cities but I also like houses with big yards so I am kind of indecisive.

Date: 2/25/15 (Time out)

                            I need a desperate time out from school and from the world. I have a lot of feelings right now and all I want to do is get some time to myself, find happiness somewhere inside me. I am in the middle of an emotional breakdown and I don't want to get anybody hurt from me.

Date: 2/24/15 (Question Time)

                        I have a question for everybody today. If you had the chance to go to NYC or LA, which one would you choose?

Date: 2/23/15 (NYC or LA?)

                                NYC or LA? is the big question I am asking myself right now because I was thinking where I will live when I grow up. Should I stay in LA or should I go to NYC? I am not sure but I am more than interested where should I go when I am 18?

Date: 2/20/15 (Trench Coats on a Rainy Day)

                                  Trench Coats are the best on a rainy day. They keep you from getting your clothes wet.

Date: 2/19/15 (Healthy?)

                          I always question myself whether or not the food I am eating is healthy because sometimes restaurants say eat this because it is healthy but I don't give them 100% trust. There are some restaurants in LA that I do trust like the Olive Garden is really healthy and this pizzeria called Garage's Pizza is really healthy.

Date: 2/18/15 (AP Exams)

                          I am not looking forward for the AP Exams because I have to take the AP Calculus Exam and as you can tell it won't be that easy. I also want to take the APUSH Exam because I like US History and I think it would be very easy for me. I want to get into a great college and I feel like I am headed toward that path.

Date: 2/13/15 (School Going by what you Did, not by what you can Do)

                          Schools look at what you did not what you are willing to do and for that I am so mad. I am not in AP US history because I got a bad grade on semester. I am more than willing to work very hard to get APUSH but now I can't. I want to get into AP Language but it is full and I should have been in that class in the begining but I got a bad grade for H English 10.

Date: 2/12/15 (Sleep)

                     I have no idea why students don't go to sleep at the appropriate time and students say because of homework but that is a bunch of crap. Schools tell us to be healthy and teachers are giving us a bunch of homework that we have about no absolute time to do. What is that? We have no TIME to do anything about our lifes when we are stuck home doing homework.

Date: 2/11/15 (Cookies)

                       Cookies are great but the thing that people don't realize is the amount of sugar that is in any cookies. I know this because I, myself, have made cookies and I know the amount of sugar I put into these and I make sure I don't use a lot. People should eat like about 1 cookie a day or something but no more than 2 or 3 a day because it is a lot of sugar and other types of fat.

Date: 2/10/15 (God, true or not?)

                       People are saying that God doesn't exist and the bible is just a bunch of fascism. I totally agree but the thing that interest me more is the way that people who believe in God have a great agruement on why he does exist. But, also the people who don't believe in God have another great agrument on why he doesn't exist. In the end, there is no true way to know if he exists or not...

Date: 2/9/15 (AP Calc Exam)

                         My only hope right now to pass my AP Calc class is to get a 4 or 5 in the AP exam in March or April, I forget. Last semester I got a D and this semester is probably going to be the same. I NEED that 4 or 5 in the AP Exam or else I won't get into NYU, my dream school.

Date: 2/6/15 (Passing AP Calc)

                   The one and only thing I want to accomplish is to pass is AP Calculus because I do not want to repeat TWO semesters of this class. I will put my heart and soul in this promise, I swear.

Date: 2/5/15 (Allergies)

                       How I hate allergies. Today in the morning I had a horrible runny nose that I could not concentrate on my AP Calc test. Which was horrible. The weird part is that these allergies weren't a part of me when I was a little kid they started to develop afterwards.

Date: 2/4/15 (Edith Piaf)

                  Edith Piaf was an interesting women, she had opinions on everything she did from waking up to singing. It is so sad that she died so young but she did say "I don't want to die an old lady."

Date: 2/3/15 (My Response)

              Today has been very good to me but I think I feel happy when I know I am not happy. Happiness is a struggle to get to and I know I will soon be close to feel happiness.

Date: 2/2/15 (Question Time)

                 Do you feel happy right now? Why or Why not? Tell the truth to yourself.

Date: 1/30/15 (TGIF!)

                    I cannot believe it is Friday, seriously no one knows how much time I have been waiting for this. February is coming very soon and I am very excited for this because so many new things are happening today. First is the Superbowl which I am exciting to see because Katy Perry is performing for the Halftime show. Secondly the Academy Awards are coming to which is so exciting because I get to see my favorite actors getting awards for doing amazing, blockbuster movies. After that is the Grammys and I can't wait to see my favorite singer perform live on stage. Hopefully without lip-syncing.

Date: 1/29/15 (Headache)

                      My head hurts so much that I don't even remember a time when my head didn't hurt, that is how bad it hurts!!!!

Date: 1/28/15 (School)

                  School is very important!

Date: 1/27/15 (Tutoring)

                       I have no idea why I feel so different when I stay after school for tutoring. I feel like very bad and I just want to leave as soon as possible. As long as I participate in the program I have a great chance of getting into an amazing college like NYU, Carnegie Mellon, or USC.

Date: 1/26/15 (Materialistic)

            I have no idea why so many people are so materialistic and trying to be someone they are not and I admit I am a victim of this serious crime and now I have come to realize that I should be me. Before, I was trying to be white and I had my mind set into changing my name to Danny Miles which is so stupid and I do  not know why I did. I was so insecure of who I was and now I have found the true meaning of life.

Date: 1/23/15 (Trivia Crack)

                I love Trivia Crack because it is both fun and learning. When I play this game I get to learn new things and to me it is fun

Date: 1/22/15 (Jogging)

                  So recently I have just started to jog and I feel like it has done a tremendous amount of difference in me because I feel a lot happier. I researched online that jogging can make you live longer which is great and I hope that I continue on striving to better my health and the health of the people close to me.

Date: 1/21/15 (Wednesday)

                     It is so strange how when I was a little kid that I would spell Wednesday like Wednsday and now that I know how to spell it I find it very funny.

Date: 1/20/15 (LUCY!!!)

                     I just want to go home because a movie I pre ordered a couple months ago is arriving today and I can't wait to go home and watch it but I think I might have to wait till February.

Journal Entry/ Blog Entry

                 Scratch is many things but they have one thing in common and that is an animation studio where the sky is the limit but the only thing missing that you have to put into is imagination. Some people on scratch make a play with sprites and characters and others makes games for their users to play and rate. Scratch is a place where imagination rules and I think that scratch is a tutor for you to let go of your imagination and let go of reality live in the fantasy. Scratch is the perfect place for me to unwind and create things unknown to you because lets face it everybody can't let go of reality and I'll admit I can't let go of it either but somehow we just have to because reality is just so boring, perfection is boring, show off your imperfections and be proud of them because those are the only things that make you unique. SCRATCH!

Date: 1/16/15 (Music)

                Music to me is everything, it is my therapy, my stress reliever, my living in the moment; moment. Music is something different to different people and I would like to find out.

Date: 1/15/15 (The Power of the Mind)

               The Mind is very powerful because it can do so many things that you do not know yet but soon you will. Today I feel very happy and I have no idea why which is scary but normal. I think that it is best that I do not know because if I do then the mysterious feeling I have right now will go away and there is no fun in doing that.

Date: 1/14/15 (AP Calculus)

                  My goal for this year is to be more productive in my Calculus class because last year was a total disaster and I would not like to make the same mistake. So I am asking myself to do all homework being assigned and study way before we have a unit test.

Date: 1/13/15 (Can't wait for February)

                 Today I am going to watch A Walk Among the Tombstones with Liam Neeson because I ordered it off Amazon and I am very excited for this to happen. February is going to be a good month with lots of gifts!!

Date: 1/12/15 (New Years Resolution Don't Matter)

                Don't wait till New Years to better or change yourself in any way because that is a waste of time. Don't wait start now because by the time New Year comes you will feel a whole lot better about yourself.